February 2012
“I want to paint my world with color but I’m really drawing a blank.”
Why sometimes bad things happen to us.
Me: God can I ask you a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise you won't get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late,
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start,
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait,
God: Huummmm...
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call.....
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?
God: Let me see, the Death Angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me (ashamed).........
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrasses): Ok
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me.....in all things, the good & the bad.
Me: I will trust you
God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, thank you for everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children......
God knows what he does.
January 2012
Dear EKVD - #2
aliiiizebaaby:
I was looking through my old posts and I came across a quote that reminded me of our friendship. “We were meant to lose people we love. How else would we know how important they are?”
So basically, I lost you twice. And it’s so stupid how it took me until the second time to realize how important you are to me and how big of a role you play in my life. At least I came to my...
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Babysitting abroad
I’m meeting the 18 month old baby tomorrow. I’m pretty nervous knowing the fact that this will be my FIRST non-related kid that I’m going to be taking care of for a couple of hours. I’m sure I will be okay. I have enough experience.. shit they don’t call me “Tita Mommy” for nothing.
As I Strive to Find Myself...: Dear EKVD; letter... →
aliiiizebaaby:
I promised you that I would do this at least once every two weeks, and since the damn snow has given me extra time on hw, I think I shall take advantage! It’s been a week already haha and I honestly feel like you’re just out of state. Sometimes I even feel like you’re still here in Seattle and…
Since ever since.
